Fell off the wagon and gained 10lbs in 6 months. Why the fuck is it so hard to just not have food in my mouth? Am I actually a food addict or am I just bored? What I need to do is to have some fucking control here. Diet Coke isn't going to help me lose weight. In fact, Diet Coke is probably a culprit in this case. Fuck Diet Coke. I'm drinking water and tea today. Already had a nice ice cold glass of water (which counts as two 8oz glasses, two birds with one stone cup, eh?). The tea isn't so good. It's some kind of cleansing tea I bought a few months ago. It tastes exactly like the ingredients...blech. I had some home-made minestrone soup and a couple of bites of cake I made a few days ago. Now, I'm vegan...all the stuff I make has no animal products or meat in it. You'd think it'd be easy to lose weigh right? Not me. I love cooking, so I found all of my favorite foods and made them vegan. CRAPOLA. FUCK FOOD. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING THE CHUNKY GIRL. If I'm going to live in California before the year is through, I sure as hell don't want to be afraid of wearing my bathing suit, or regular clothes for that matter. Do all women in Cali look like supermodels? I hope not. Here is my vow...AGAIN...
I WILL NOT EAT JUNK. I WILL DRINK WATER AND NO MORE SODA. TRUVIA AND NO SUGAR. FRUITS AND NO CHIPS. SMALL PORTION SIZES. EXERCISE FOR 30 MINUTES (like I used to) AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST- STOP EATING WHEN IM NOT HUNGRY!
